You know THE TRUTH. His name is Jesus. You KNOW His love for you, and for your family. If you are going to fully learn to trust him, YOU have got to let go.....relax in his arms, and KNOW that He is going to carry you through this. Be greatful for the provisions you have been given...some have much, much less! You are mightily blessed...Open your eyes, and choose to see it...and choose to recieve it. Things may not be just as you think they should be. But, if you want God to lead your life, sometimes you have to follow and go places, or do things that you don't particularly want to....Let this time have a refining influence over you....Let God change you in this storm...don't simply ride it out....FIGHT. Fight to CHANGE, fight to become who God wants you to be. Hard times make for amazing growth...if you seek it, and if you let it. Choose to let God do what he wants to do in your life. In all things, look for Him, and what he wants you to learn. I don't believe God will ever waste a moment of you life....Each second is an opportunity to learn and grow. You are loved. And it's ok not to have everything figured out right now. Trust Him.
